Bila Allah cepat mengabulkan do’amu, maka Dia menyayangimu.
Bila Allah lambat mengabulkan do’amu, maka Dia ingin mengujimu.
Bila Allah tidak mengabulkan do’amu, maka Dia merancang sesuatu yang lebih baik untukmu.
This is mylife now…
I was registered as a master student of SEAMEO RFCN FKUI, Community Nutrition and Taipei Medical University (TMU), Master of Nutrition and Health Science. But allah swt has a great plans for me, i got 4 accident during 31th march until 25th April 2013.
The story begun here…
31th March 2013
I was a volunteer of Korps Relawan Salman ITB (KORSA ITB), disaster management volunteer from ITB, Bandung, West Java. Me and 3 member of KORSA attended a workshop, “Program Penaggulangan Gawat Darurat Bencana Nasional”/ Disaster and Emergency Program from Polytecnic of Indonesian Ministry of Health (Politeknik Kesehatan Kemenkes Bandung). when the workshop begun at Burangrang mountain, i was a teamleader of group 20. At the time, everything is ok until i got mud and fallin’ down, because the night before it, we had a hard rainy.
Alhamdulillah, i’m still alive, i just got some scratch and some wound in myleft body. But the doctor said, if 3 days after this i’m felt bad, i should go to others doctor. Yes, 3 days after that, i can’t sleep. i got myfirst collapse, near myoffice next to the BP2IP TANGERANG canteen at 12 am. I get hospitalized at polytecnic 2 days. At Friday night, i’m felt sick at the dining rooms, so i really want to get mymedicine at myoffice at PMM, 500 meters from the dining room. Everything is ok, until i got black out at the street. When i woke up, myhead really hurts and got some inflammation there, a half full mybackhead. So, i got hospitalized again, 3 days. What a terrific day, ever!
21th April 2013
on 20th April 2013, Myparents came to myoffice, they want to take me home, because i should take a ct-scan after i got falling down several days ago. On Saturday, 21th April 2013 i drove mymothers to her friends wedding party at Cigadung Hills at 8 am. at 12 am, i drove mygrandfather to myuncle’s house at ujung berung. at 4 pm, i got myfirst holidays, walked around ujungberung, to the villages near manglayang mountain. at 7 pm, i came to Bandung Hospital. at 9 pm, i came to myuncle’s house in jakarta street. at 9.30, i met mycomandan, dafi at korps relawan salman itb and meet some friends at karisma itb. i went out to myhouse at 11 am, after take mydinner at angkringan in ganesha street. i don’t know, at the time, i bought a lot of foods and dafi said that i should came home more early, he had a bad feeling on me. i don’t know i just said, “Calm down dafi, i often drove a motorcycle in the night from 2005 until now”, but he said, common Lienda, you should go home now! He said so loud and repeated several times, so i came home….
At Simpang Dago street, everything is ok, until i went to cigadung street, at the turn way, cigadung, 2 motorcycle went so fast, myspeed 30km/hours, but i saw from mymirror, one of them was to near to me, quit near… It just like to hit mymotorcycle, hit myback motorcycle and i pray ” Ya rabb, i really want to life, i still have a lot of mistakes and dreams, please save me”. I saw the right street was empty, so i take mymotorcycle there. That day, i am using myfirst softlens, i was using my minus 3 softlens. i thought, the car was far away, but it was a wrong things, it was really near, and i hit the car at the time! thnaks God i’m still alive, but i think myarm hands was broken, because it;s really hurt and can’t moved. I was screaming to get some helps to people around me, the bodyguard come over and asked me some question, it’s a funny things, why? because he said, is that human or not? #jleb
Finally i got to emergency unit at Hasan Sadikin Hospital……. i got broken arm and some fatal conditions because myaccidentand some accident before that….. ckckckckck, back to that hospital as patient, on 2009, i was a physician there, and now back as patience, what a great “reuni”.
25th April 2013
Bismillah, it was 3 days after myaccident, but i have some promise to myfriends and collegue, jambore for posyandu volunteer at cibeunying kaler area, 450 people will go to patra jasa anyer. we has a great preparation but the bus come late, because a lot of accident, and traffic jam. but they didn’t want to listen to me.. they become angry and want to broke mycar! What a bad day!
mystory, come to tribun, 25th april 2013, kader posyandu gagal ke anyer!
Media, they didn’t make some clarification to make it article or news.. ya it’s media, just wanna get some money from our story!
We called it “kejamnya media”
Yang terpenting adalah, berhusnudzonlah kepada-Nya, karena, “Tatkala Allah menciptakan makhluk, Allah telah menuliskan dalam kitab catatan-Nya yang berada di sisi-Nya di atas arsy bahwa sesungguhnya, kasih sayang-Ku mengalahkan murka-Ku.” (HR Muslim no.4939)
Dari Abu Dzar Radhiyallahu ‘Anhu, Rasulullah Shallallahu ‘Alaihi wa Sallam, bersabda, “Allah Ta’ala berfirman, “Hai hamba-hamba-Ku, seandainya orang-orang yang terdahulu dan orang-orang yang belakangan serta semua jin dan manusia berdiri di atas dataran yang sama, lalu mereka semua memohon kepada-Ku, kemudian masing-masing Aku penuhi permintaannya, maka hal itu tidak akan mengurangi apa yang ada di sisi-Ku, melainkan hanya seperti air yang melekat pada jarum jika dimasukkan kedalam lautan”.” (HR Muslim no.4674)
Jadi, jangan memikirkan apa yang tidak engkau dapat setelah berdo’a, tetapi pikirkanlah nikmat dan berkah yang Allah berikan kepadamu bahkan tanpa kamu minta.
Semoga yang sedikit ini dapat menjadi penyejuk di teriknya berbagai hiasan hidup di ramadhan 1434H hari ini …
Selamat berlomba dalam kebaikan…
Maknai ramadhan malam ke-23 ini, dengan ibadah terbaik, insya allah…
to be continued….